Ok. So I am in my hell years.Well most people know it as middle school but for me it is hell. The kids around me hate me. I mean they have done everything to me to make it known I am not liked or wanted.  I guess we are very different people . I  have not lived here my whole life yet they have. they have a close friendship that I myself do not want. I try to stay away from them but they always find a way to get to me. they actually have made my life so bad i want to go to another high school. Wait no, i want to go live in another state. They just make me so mad. that and the fact there is 5 of them and 1 of me, i do have a really bad chance of actually not having a bad day. below are things they have done to me:

1. threw food at me
2. hit me
3. spreed lies about melike i had sex ,am a stripper,hoe
4. cussed me out to the point every other word was cuss
5. damanged my house
6. ruined my big day

and you know what that not even half of it.  but now on to my other school lifes. I have gone to total of 7 schools. the first time i went to the school i was suppoesd to be at was in fourth grade. That is becuase i had so much speech that i spent half a day in speech now tho i go for 15 mintues every few weeks. I am somewhat normal now. Um i never really try to fit in becuase i find it useless. i love my own friends that and i do not want to be talked about all the time.  I have gone thru three different scool areas. On in arkansas and then two in Missouri because of moving. But you know i don't really let school take over. yes for right now it is important but so is planning for the future. well i guess that all.